Someone's Something

Do you ever feel like you are under appreciated...that nobody could care less about what you are thinking or feeling?  Not saying that this is a consistent thing that is going on, but there is a certain person in my life who is making me feel this way.  They most likely won't read this because well they do not pay attention to anything I post, so I figured that this would be a good way to vent about it.

I feel as if I am the only one who actually cares about anything.  I feel as if you could care less about what happens in the future and where we are headed.  You are not putting in any effort to see me or talk to me, so why should I put in any?  I continually try to put an effort in... Yet you have not done one thing to make me feel like any of my work is worth it.  Why should I care if you do not? Why should I put in a bunch of work when you are not?  Why should I feel any guilt over anything when it has been you this entire time not trying?

I want to be someone's something.  I want to feel loved and appreciated.  I want to feel as if I am worth it, because I am.  I want this feeling to resonate in my actions as well as the actions of others around me.  I will not waste my time on someone who does not care for me or want me to be happy.

This image definitely resonates with my feelings:

"Love is always full time,
Never part time,
Never sometimes,
And certainly not just on your time."

Love,
Kjerstin L.