I feel as if I am the only one who actually cares about anything. I feel as if you could care less about what happens in the future and where we are headed. You are not putting in any effort to see me or talk to me, so why should I put in any? I continually try to put an effort in... Yet you have not done one thing to make me feel like any of my work is worth it. Why should I care if you do not? Why should I put in a bunch of work when you are not? Why should I feel any guilt over anything when it has been you this entire time not trying?
I want to be someone's something. I want to feel loved and appreciated. I want to feel as if I am worth it, because I am. I want this feeling to resonate in my actions as well as the actions of others around me. I will not waste my time on someone who does not care for me or want me to be happy.
This image definitely resonates with my feelings:
Never part time,
Never sometimes,
And certainly not just on your time."
Love,
Kjerstin L.